Evening Poetry, January 3

Starlings in Winter

by Mary Oliver

Chunky and noisy,
but with stars in their black feathers,
they spring from the telephone wire
and instantly

they are acrobats
in the freezing wind.
And now, in the theater of air,
they swing over buildings,

dipping and rising;
they float like one stippled star
that opens,
becomes for a moment fragmented,

then closes again;
and you watch
and you try
but you simply can’t imagine

how they do it
with no articulated instruction, no pause,
only the silent confirmation
that they are this notable thing,

this wheel of many parts, that can rise and spin
over and over again,
full of gorgeous life.

Ah, world, what lessons you prepare for us,
even in the leafless winter,
even in the ashy city.
I am thinking now
of grief, and of getting past it;

I feel my boots
trying to leave the ground,
I feel my heart
pumping hard. I want

to think again of dangerous and noble things.
I want to be light and frolicsome.
I want to be improbable beautiful and afraid of nothing,
as though I had wings.

You can find this in Owls and Other Fantasies: Poems and Essays.

A New Year’s Intentions

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Happy New Year, readers! I’ve been so quiet here and missed this space every day. I hope you all had the best holiday season possible (if you were celebrating a holiday). And if you still are celebrating (like I am), or looking forward to winter holidays, I hope they are happy and that you and your loved ones stay healthy.

The month of December flew by as it so often does. One of my intentions for the future is to have my life so organized that I can take time in December to observe Advent more fully. Usually, it’s a blur of activity. That is something that I will work toward changing.

Looking at January and beyond, I am slowly thinking about what intentions I want to set for the year. I definitely will be focusing on building my business mainly through consistency. That’s an area I’ve failed miserably at in blogging, being present on social media, and in product development for my business. Having to show up for people forces me to be more consistent.

Because I know this, I created my first ever online program that opened up today! It’s called Winter Vitality & Renewal and the focus is on vibrant, healthy living in all areas of life. I’m drawing from my background in Ayurveda, Yoga, and herbal medicine, but I’m not stopping there! Also included are book recommendations, poetry, quotes each week, videos, and podcasts, from many sources. Like I mentioned, wellness includes all of life, so we will be discussing relationships, creativity, seasonal eating, physical exercise, sleep, digestion, immune health, and more. I’d love to have you sign up and participate if you’re interested in any of these topics.

In addition to this, I am working part-time for the local non-profit I interned at last summer. It’s a wonderful opportunity to connect with local residents and share what I’m learning about wellness with the community.

This will also be a year to finish things, or to work toward completion. I’ll still be a student in the Ayurvedic Practitioner program at Yoga Veda Institute for another two years. I’ll be finishing up a second yoga certification with them, my second Aromatherapist certification at the School for Aromatic Studies, and a Liz Steel watercolor course I signed up for three Januarys ago (can it be?!?).

I love to work, but this year I am scheduling in a weekly artist’s date (a practice from The Artist’s Way) for myself as well as at least one of the watercolor classes. The artist’s dates will likely be videos of museums or gallery shows or ballets or musical performances, but that’s ok.

If you are familiar with Elizabeth Gilbert’s book, Big Magic, you’ll remember how she addresses the voices that tell us we’re wasting time/being silly when we do anything creative and the fear that others will think we’re not good enough. Actually I’m listening to the audiobook for the third time because I so need to hear it!

And of course, I’ll be reading plenty of books this year! I LOVED The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V.E. Schwab. I gave it to my daughter for Christmas and she read it in four days and loved it too. I’m currently almost finished with The Midnight Library by Matt Haig, which keeps getting better the further I go. I’m also finishing up Belonging: Remembering Ourselves Home by Toko-pa Turner. This book has gently supported me as I have intentionally worked on inner healing for the past five months. I highly recommend it. And I’m also almost finished with Richard Rohr’s The Wisdom Pattern which put into words what I had been feeling about faith and the church over the past five years. Order, chaos, and reorder are a normal part of life, and especially a spiritual life.

On Tuesday, I’ll be sharing some of what else I’m reading this month. If you’re on Goodreads, I’d love to connect with you and see what you’re reading. Feel free to comment here as well.